Dreamy

So I've been dreaming lately, no, not of a white christmas, because that one isn't going to happen, but of dancing again. There were so many dreams that I had that never came to be. I used to do ballet, ice skate, and play piano once upon a time. This all started when B told me I needed to start working out again, my response? "Unless I have a goal I don't wanna". Fast forward a few days and then I started looking at my body in the mirror and staring at it. I was so incredibly skinny! No definition at all, I just look sad. I realized my depression had not only taken over inside but outside as well. That's also when someone told me I really needed to start making goals and dreaming again. So I am! April 22 is the audition date for my university's dance team, and I'm going to make it. Yes its been like 10 years since I have danced but I am determined to do it no matter how hard I have to work. I got my ballet slippers today and visited the studio where I plan to train. I am so excited. I plan on attending classes 2-3 times a week and conditioning and additional 2-3 times a week. I am going to be ready. I know its a long shot but if all else fails, I'll just keep doing it because its always been something I love and have wanted to get back to.

here goes nothing.

xoxo,

Kate