The End is Near

So this is my last term of undergrad, four years, coming to a close. I have to tell you there is so much that has changed and grown since I first started college at the young age of 17. I'm only 21 now, but I have to say that I've changed more in these 4 years than I ever thought was possible.

I had dreams and goals when I started college back then. Well maybe more questions.

What degree am I going to get?

Am I going to like college? PSU?

What am I going to do after college?

Will I make friends?

Will I find the guy I'm going to marry? 

and I guess my dream was just to be happy, and the fear was what if that didn't happen. 

So now it's four years later and I know the answer to a few of those questions.

Sociology. 

Yes, sometimes you'll like PSU more than others, but for the most part you liked it.

Yeah...after college is still up in the air but that's okay. 

Friends come and go, but finding ones that stick with you through thick and thin is what will get you through. Thanks Kristi, Elizabeth, and Maleah for being that for me. 

And maybe? Who knows? But if he's the right guy its definitely not how I had planned it.

Am I happy? Without a doubt yes. 

The point of this post is that nothing went how I had planned, throughout the past 4 years that's about the only thing I can count out is that my plans will change, modify, or be cancelled altogether and that's okay.

My main goal above everything was to finish school, and I'm so glad to say that I'm about to accomplish that.

If you asked me four years ago if I'd be sitting where I am right now, living where I am, working where I am, dating the guy I'm with, I would've said you're crazy. Yet through all this pure chaos I've come out of it a better woman and a more Godly woman than when I've started.